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May 16, 2008

Eureka!

I found an extra flash card reader. But as my luck goes, I have no camera here at the Old House. That's all at the New House where we won't have internet until Wednesday (I hope).

It is currently 81 degrees in my little bit of Washington. I am packing and moving boxes. And sweating. Spring is glorious and beautiful and colorful and bloomy. 81 degrees isn't supposed to happen for another couple of months. I want my spring back.

Did you know that if you take Zyrtec and Sudafed (the real stuff) and drink a large iced coffee that you start to physically buzz like a bumblebee and feel like you may just start to fly? Yeah. I didn't either. Consider this a lesson learned.

Hey - if anyone reads this, and you live in the Puget Sound area can you do me a favor? Nancy's Knits is being sold to Debby, one of their emloyees. Debby is going through some seriously rough times right now with family illness and taking on the store. She is a wonderful lady who really works hard to make sure her customers are happy. Summer seasons are usually a bit slow for business. If you could just stop in and maybe patronize her shop a bit that might help bolster her confidence. And if not, if you could say a prayer or two for her, that would be lovely as well. Thanks!

Nancy's Knits
17174 116th Ave SE
Renton, WA 98058
(425) 255-7392

March 01, 2008

I Totally Called It.

And I wish I was wrong. One of HK's former friends who lives down the street from me just sent out a Myspace bulletin that really has me disturbed. She and her boyfriend are expecting a baby and thrilled about it.

She is F O U R T E E N years old. At least her older sister waited till she was like 19. I have no idea how old Marisa's boyfriend is, but he has a moustache. HK and Marisa drifted apart sometime toward the end of elementary school. Marisa did things that HK couldn't stand like spreading false rumors, lying, stealing, and doing naked table dances for her older brother's friends. The table dance thing was what made me say one day "I hate to say it, but she'll probably be pregnant by 16." I was a couple of years off.

She is the same age as HK. They are in the same grade (different schools). We used to carpool. They used to spend the night at each others houses. I used to try to have her spend as much time at our house as i could because I thought she needed the influence of a more traditional, stable family life - at least sometimes. But it got to be too much and I had to look out for HK and the other kids most of all. And HK couldn't take her any longer.

I am 36. I can't imagine being faced with the prospect of being a grandmother right now. Marisa's mom is at least 10 years older than me and already has a grandson. But still, this is a reality check that makes me glad that so far, HK and I have a good relationship, we talk about a lot of stuff, and she trusts me with most things going on in her brain. Mr Midgeling and I keep pretty close tabs on her. She does hang out at her boyfriend's house about one evening a weekend, but they are always supervised. And also, I trust them way more than some strange set of people. I know HK's boyfriend's family through church. We have gotten to know each other and I really like and respect his family.

But wow. Pregnant at 14. That totally freaks me out.

January 30, 2008

Code Red Random Alert!

"Let's Play the Glad Game!" Pollyanna used to be my favorite movie when I was younger. Well, and when I was older, too. I just like it. A lot. I lost count of how many times I have seen it. [Okay, I just had a giggle fit over the lamest thing ever. I originally misspelled Pollyanna. Polyanna. I had visions of multiple girls named Anna all lined up like clones in a funhouse mirror. I tell you, I have been stressed.]

Okay, so for the last couple of months, things have really kind of sucked and I have been chanting to myself little blurbs about how things will get better. And for the last couple of weeks, my pissy alter ego has been yelling "LIAR!! You LIE woman!" But really. I do know I have a lot to be thankful for. Like my sisters and brothers and parents and extended family.

And Marti, is probably the best friend ever. Monday started off my particularly crappy week. During lunch she did one of those "Here, I think you should have this" things. She gave me a secret little gifty thing of yarn love that made my day. It was totally unexpected and is so what I needed to perk me up. Thank you. Non-fiber people just don't get it. It's almost like being given a kitten that doesn't need shots, flea spot, food or a litter pan. Trust me. It's a wonderful feeling.

And Marianne. Thank you. You leave me the nicest notes of support and encouragement. It really means so much to me. It is amazing how people in your life both face to face and a few hundred miles away can help you get through ugly stuff without resorting to poking out your own brain matter.

Okay, and here's something else I have been thankful for:

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"No Mom, I didn't eat the gummi bears..."

She has been so sweet and helpful lately. She switches out my ice packs for me in the freezer. She showers me with kisses and tells me she hopes my back feels better. Last night this child was hilarious.

Lexa: Let's read stories tonight, Mom. We can real mine first, then we will read yours next.
[So we read Would You Rather Be A Bullfrog and Ten Apples Up On Top. ]
Lexa: What's your book called?
Me: Programming the Universe: A Quantum Computer Scientist Takes On the Cosmos by Seth Lloyd.
Lexa: Oooh! Cool. Like NOVA! But that's too hard for me. What's this one?
Me: This one is called Ocean breezes : Knitted Scarves Inspired by the Sea by Sheryl Thies.
Lexa:[opens book and pretends to read] Cool. Yarn, yarn, yarn... Yarn, yarn, yarn, yarn...."

And the last thing I have been glad about and thankful for: The sharp pains in my back are getting better. I have a ways to go, but I was beginning to wonder if I would ever show any improvement at all. I am able to knit for longer stretches of time (maybe 15 minutes) before my hand and arm start freaking out on me. Better is good.

October 28, 2007

OMG - A Realization.

I just realized that 4 years ago today, I made my first blog post here. My, how time flies.

June 17, 2007

NOT NICE.

The Husband thinks he is funny. Friday night he calls me from upstairs and says "Honey - this yarn you left on the bed... There are little bugs or somthing crawling around in it. Are those moth larvae, maybe? They don't eat yarn, do they?"

I book it upstairs to find him in a girly giggle fit at the sight of me in a near panic over moths in my yarn.

February 27, 2007

Miscellaneous Randomness

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Lexa Puts her Mom in Her Place

OMG. Remember when Lexa said "What's wrong with you? Don't you understand Chinese?"

She just started up with that again. So after a few minutes of listening to her tease her sister about not understanding Chinese, I said "If you are so smart then, say something in Chinese!"

So Lexa quips "Wo ei ni!"

Which is Mandarin for "I love you." (Thank you, Auntie Laura.)

Um, yeah. So I will just shut the hell up and let her go with her big, bad self.

September 30, 2006

Domestic Interest

I have had all these Suzy Homemaker urges these days. It is starting to frighten me. I even like my husband. Scary, no? I made applesauce the other day. The kids and the husband picked apples off the trees in the yard, and I peeled and cooked them. It looks like poo because I put the cinnamon in while it was cooking instead of after, but it tasted awesome.

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Okay, please try not to laugh, but today I sewed an apron. Yes, an a p r o n. I checked out Egg Money Quilts by Eleanor Burns from the library. I checked it out because I saw the QIAD episode on PBS where she made the apron. I thought it was cute and would look good in some funky retro-type fabric. And I think it does. Here is Harley modeling it for me:

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I have been cleaning around the house, too. Well, I think that is what I was supposed to be doing today or something while Nathan is at his friend's house overnight playing WoW all day and night. At least that is what he told me he wanted me to do. I made stuff instead. Cleaning? I am not that domestic. In my defense, I have been better about being the house nazi and making sure everyone keeps their crap out of the way more. The house in in no way "clean" but it is a hell of a lot better than is has been. I just keep telling myself that it is better and that is what counts.

July 21, 2006

And I wish all spam was just a meat product

It is really disturbing to get an email from your son asking if your penis is too small, and if I wanted a pill to remedy that. He should know that I did not come equipped with one. (Okay, so they spelled his name slightly different than my son's, but it was still disturbing.)

At the end was this little gem of a quote: " A stitch in time saves nine. Marry in haste, and repent at leisure One of these day is none of these days." A stitch in time? Almost knitting related. Mmmmmmaybe not.

Atlanta was fun! There was some weirdness going on with some of the people some of the time, but all in all, it was a good trip. We didn't get to stay in the Fancy House, but it ended up turning out in our favor that way. I love the families we stayed with. I am so glad we all got along so well. Harley brought home a bronze medal for sparring. She didn't do as well in forms, but then our teams rarely practices forms. They are mostly focused on the olympic style sparring stuff.

So here is Harley sparring. Most of the pictures we got of her weren't all that great because the damn ref was directly in front of them the whole time. I was really irritated. Harley is in blue, and as you can see, Paulina (from NC) is quite a bit taller than her. Despite the height difference, Harley managed to score 3 head shots on her. Both girls did so well! I got a bit of knitting done while I was there.

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While in Atlanta, I started a new sock, and worked on my Flower Garden Shawl done in deep purple Zephyr. I can't find the pics I took of that so I might have to take new ones. But here is a photo of a critter that had his relatives all over the Big House that the other families stayed at. This is right by one of the swimming pools.

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Cute, huh? I thought so. His older cousin peed in my hand earlier in the week. I better get the kids up and going now.

March 27, 2006

Some lame crap

You Are Midtown
You love so many things, you don't fit into any one label.
Your city girl persona goes to a fancy restaurant one night and a dive bar the next.





You Are a Flashy Red Bra!



Outgoing, friendly, and fascinating.

You're a charmer, with your pick of the men.

But you want a man who's as magnetic as you are.

You need someone who can keep up with your all night gab fests!

*snort* Flashy.

You Are a Plain Ole Cup of Joe
But don't think plain - instead think, uncomplicated
You're a low maintenance kind of girl... who can hang with the guys
Down to earth, easy going, and fun! Yup, that's you: the friend everyone invites.
And your dependable too. Both for a laugh and a sympathetic ear.

That's me. Plain.

July 23, 2005

I been playing

Marti stopped by (well, she is still here). I played with her blog and changed it a bit. She was looking for something new and different. So we did new and different. It is still simple in design (I am no web designer by any means) but a nice change of pace.

She went to the Lacemakers of Puget Sound meeting and came by afterward. I didn't make it because we overslept and then barely made it in time to the Renton River Days Parade (Harley, Chace and Kassie were all in it). I have to post pictures later.

I am knitting socks. Boring socks. I like socks. I don't like that moths got to the yarn i am knitting with. Oh well. I will deal.

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But see? I really haven't abandoned knitting completely, even though life has gotten full and pretty unmanageable. :-)

May 05, 2005

Work, work, work.

Wrote it and forgot to post it:
Okay, so I got the news that I am on the interview list for the Business Manager position at work. Either 3 people total or 3 other people besides me in Radiology are being interviewed for the job. There are also 3 people outside Radiology - from Finance- that are applying. According to our Informatics Director (my boss), it still looks like I have the most experience with the important stuff. He said that already he has decided to recommend me for the position. Hooray for me! :-D

Everything else in my life is a difficult pain in the ass and makes me sad. It is all complicated, from things with Nathan to HK and Chace going to school next year. I don't really want to talk about it. Somehow or another, I have a feeling that at teh end of it all, I will get the job but not be able to take it

April 29, 2005

Felines. *sigh*

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This is Baby. His full name, as given to him by then 3 year old Harley , is Black Baby Kitty. We often laugh about how retarded he is, since he puts up with a ton of abuse from the little ones before he even growls or lashes out (rarely even with claws out). There are several other reasons, but he is one of the best cats I have ever seen.

Baby is the senior feline member of the house. There is Stella Tinkerbell and Dumbass. Dumbass is Stella's middle child. If I can get Stella and Dumbass to sit still, I will post pics later. Dumbass's 'real' name is Susuki - at least that is what Harley tells me. I call him Dumbass anyway, because that name fits better. Trust me.

When Harley and Baby were both little, she used to carry Baby by his head, neck or tail, like each was just a convenient carrying handle. He used to purr when she did that. Most people swore it was only that the lack of oxygen caused dain bramage and he didn't know any better anymore.

The scary thing is that out of all the males in this house, I think Baby is the most normal.

April 16, 2005

Spring Break

I made this jacket for my sister on Monday. I managed it in one day. Now i have a fuzzy scarf I am knitting in the same color - it was from some yarn I had ordered from Elann a couple of years ago and just had sitting in my stash.

I've been on vacation for the last week, just in case anyone was wondering where I had gone. I can tell by my server usage stats that though people tend to visit and read, they don't usually leave notes. Fine by me. I don't care. :-)

I'll try to get pics of the scarf posted tomorrow.

March 22, 2005

A new look

This is a little more simple in format. I don't know if it looks better, boring, whatever....

It isn't like anyone really reads this anyway. I am not really too much of an attention whore. I really like reading other people's stuff and having an outlet for myself. The web tinkering thing is fun.

Must go get kids now.

February 26, 2005

On Vacation

I am in Medford, OR now.
CA was fun. We left last Friday and we are on our way home now.

February 16, 2005

Ha ha.

I am expensive.

I am worth $2,004,706.00

I even tried to answer honestly. Not bad for a chubby chick with arthritis.

December 02, 2004

F*ck You Blog Spammers!!

Yeah. You want to leave me more notes about viagra, cialis, financing my home, or teenage porn? Sorry. Not on this entry. No one is leaving me a note here.

BTW - People suck. Not everyone does, but those of you sucky people know exactly who you are. Go fall off a cliff and die already, will you?

I am just brimming with venom today. Blame it on all the dumbasses of the world.

November 02, 2004

In a funk

Okay. I just got an email that said that they are unable to fill the position that I applied for at work. Now I know that the guy is having trouble selling his condo nand his wife is having trouble finding a job in OR. Does this mean he isn't leaving after all? If it does, it sucks. I had such high hopes for getting away from a couple of numbnuts individuals at work.

I haven't heard a damn thing about the job at Valley Medical. I am wondering if they even got my applications at all.

Should I even bother anymore? Maybe a job switch isn't meant to be right now. I don't know.

On the bright side, I finished the hat and blocked it. It came out a little large, so I tried to felt it a bit. It didn't do a damn thing in the wash. The label didn't say a thing about being superwash. This week is just not going as it should for me. Maybe I should run it through a few more times. I felted some little dodad thing I knit with this same yarn and it didn't felt well at a looser gauge - though it did felt some. Maybe it will just take a while. Maybe I should just give it to my sister. I think it should fit her big head.

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November 01, 2004

Something new

And if you are into small snapshots of what is going on in my life as I see it, you can click here.

There is a button under my "Almost Weekly Photo". You know, I should really change that name to "Whenever I Get Around To Changing It Photo".

Today sucked big time for me. Well, the morning did, and small bits at work did as well. But I got a free bbq lunch thanks to Rad Tech Week. Yummy. Too bad "spicy" means something different here in the NW than it does back in NM. Spicy here usually just means "not bland". In Albuquerque, it means "pain". I miss that kind of pain.

Oh, and I got a 96% on my first paper for school. Hooray for me! :-D

September 27, 2004

Brief Rundown (pun unfortunately intended)

On Friday evening, Kassie came within 2 feet of getting hit by a car after running into a busy street. Why wasn't she at my side at the park at that moment? Because I was busy chasing after Lexa, who was trying to run into the street at the other side of the park.

I found the sock I knit in NM with some leftover yarn from another pair. Now I need to make the mate to this one eventually.

I am on call this week. I was on call last week. My next weekend is shot as well. VPN isn't working. Typical. Since Nathan left UW, everyone has been bitching to us about how the VPN craps out all the time.

Work is a pain.

September 21, 2004

A Better Day

Yesterday sucked big dirty toes. Last night was even worse. Whatever. People suck and I need to just get over it.

Today was better. I got my Rowan renewal. Wohoo!!! It came with this year's kit. It is the "Tucker" place mat.

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That was taken on my phone, btw. A little blurry, but it was hard for me to hold still. Too much coffee today, lol!

I called in sick today. I have a ton of stuff to do. My lungs hurt, my head hurt, I run a fever if left unmedicated too long, and my eyes are puffy and gross.

My buddy Chris called me today. That was a wonderful surprise!!! It made my day. He makes sure I try to take care of myself. The first thing he said when I answered is "Did you eat lunch?" LOL! He is always reminding me to eat, take my meds, etc.

Well, I need to go make sure my kids have clean Tae Kwon Do uniforms.

I live to serve.

September 20, 2004

Random thoughts

Sep 13 to Sep 22 - Lime Tree

Lime Tree (Doubt) - intelligent, hard working, accepts what life dishes out, but not before trying to change bad circumstances into good ones, hates fighting and stress, enjoys getaway vacations, may appear tough, but is actually soft and relenting, always willing to make sacrifices for family and friends, has many talents but not always enough time to use them, can become a complainer, great leadership qualities, is jealous at times, but extremely loyal.

And oddly enough, this is one of my favorite poems:

This Lime-Tree Bower my Prison
Samuel Taylor Coleridge

Well, they are gone, and here must I remain,
This lime-tree bower my prison ! I have lost
Beauties and feelings, such as would have been
Most sweet to my remembrance even when age
Had dimm'd mine eyes to blindness ! They, meanwhile,
Friends, whom I never more may meet again,
On springy heath, along the hill-top edge,
Wander in gladness, and wind down, perchance,
To that still roaring dell, of which I told ;
The roaring dell, o'erwooded, narrow, deep,
And only speckled by the mid-day sun ;
Where its slim trunk the ash from rock to rock
Flings arching like a bridge ;--that branchless ash,
Unsunn'd and damp, whose few poor yellow leaves
Ne'er tremble in the gale, yet tremble still,
Fann'd by the water-fall ! and there my friends
Behold the dark green file of long lank weeds,
That all at once (a most fantastic sight !)
Still nod and drip beneath the dripping edge
Of the blue clay-stone.

Now, my friends emerge

Beneath the wide wide Heaven--and view again
The many-steepled tract magnificent
Of hilly fields and meadows, and the sea,
With some fair bark, perhaps, whose sails light up
The slip of smooth clear blue betwixt two Isles
Of purple shadow ! Yes ! they wander on
In gladness all ; but thou, methinks, most glad,
My gentle-hearted Charles ! for thou hast pined
And hunger'd after Nature, many a year,
In the great City pent, winning thy way
With sad yet patient soul, through evil and pain
And strange calamity ! Ah ! slowly sink
Behind the western ridge, thou glorious Sun !
Shine in the slant beams of the sinking orb,
Ye purple heath-flowers ! richlier burn, ye clouds !
Live in the yellow light, ye distant groves !
And kindle, thou blue Ocean ! So my friend
Struck with deep joy may stand, as I have stood,
Silent with swimming sense ; yea, gazing round
On the wide landscape, gaze till all doth seem
Less gross than bodily ; and of such hues
As veil the Almighty Spirit, when yet he makes
Spirits perceive his presence.
A delight

Comes sudden on my heart, and I am glad
As I myself were there ! Nor in this bower,
This little lime-tree bower, have I not mark'd
Much that has sooth'd me. Pale beneath the blaze
Hung the transparent foliage ; and I watch'd
Some broad and sunny leaf, and lov'd to see
The shadow of the leaf and stem above
Dappling its sunshine ! And that walnut-tree
Was richly ting'd, and a deep radiance lay
Full on the ancient ivy, which usurps
Those fronting elms, and now, with blackest mass
Makes their dark branches gleam a lighter hue
Through the late twilight : and though now the bat
Wheels silent by, and not a swallow twitters,
Yet still the solitary humble-bee
Sings in the bean-flower ! Henceforth I shall know
That Nature ne'er deserts the wise and pure ;
No plot so narrow, be but Nature there,
No waste so vacant, but may well employ
Each faculty of sense, and keep the heart
Awake to Love and Beauty ! and sometimes
'Tis well to be bereft of promis'd good,
That we may lift the soul, and contemplate
With lively joy the joys we cannot share.
My gentle-hearted Charles ! when the last rook
Beat its straight path across the dusky air
Homewards, I blest it ! deeming its black wing
(Now a dim speck, now vanishing in light)
Had cross'd the mighty Orb's dilated glory,
While thou stood'st gazing ; or, when all was still,
Flew creeking o'er thy head, and had a charm
For thee, my gentle-hearted Charles, to whom
No sound is dissonant which tells of Life.

July 28, 2004

Blech!!

Holy crap I am bored! Work has been way too damn busy. I have ton of crap to catch up on, and most of it is damn boring data entry crud that I am overqualified for. But "They" refuse to hire me an assistant. So I am stuck doing it. It is boring. Yes, I know I said that already. But it is.

Lotsa stuff going on. I made a major decision in my life. I will now knit in the weekly staff meetings. I have in the last two meetings. No one sees me most of the time. I just keep a plain old sock in my bag, so I don't even have to look at what I am knitting. Just mindless old stockinette to keep me from getting fidgety or biting my nails. If they don't like it, one of them can just come up with the balls to tell me so. I don't even think anyone in today's meeting even noticed.

Last Saturday was the Renton River Days Parade. Harley and Chace were in it for Lee's Martial Arts. They won firstplace, from what I hear. Harley was part of the demo team, and Chace got to walk at the end of the line carrying boards that some of the demo team got to break. When I get home I will have to post pictures.

I was so proud of them! Harley is ready to take her belt test for her yellow belt. Chace heard about that and has suddenly become more motivated to start focusing on things. I don't think he likes the idea of Harley getting her yellow belt before him. He better work his butt off, because Harley sure has!

Kassie got bit by some piece of sh*t kid at her school yesterday. I brought it to the school's attention and they promised to be watching out for that kid. They damn well better.

Back to work. More later.

June 04, 2004

It's June!

These email lists are pretty funny. Knitlist, Knitted-Lace, KBTH, fibertraditions, Knit Flame - and now the new list due to a flame war - Traditional Knitting.

Snarky.

If I want snarky, I will go hang out in my office when the whole team is there. Novelty fluff scarves, felted bags, copyright issues (or "copywrite" or "copy right" or "copy write" depending on who is posting). "you can just kiss my ass and dont let the door hit you on the way out if you don't like our opinions" and all that stuff. You name the topic, they will find someone to chew up and spit out.

Knitflame just cracks me up. It is entertainment. I don't take any of it or any of the posters seriously. They rip people and their lame posts from other lists to shreds. Then by doing that, they end up looking like asses themselves. It is really weird. It is like Jerry-Spinger-for-knitters. I don't read much, but it is a good antidote for boredom and being around too many nice people.

Freedom of speech is a wonderful thing. Quite often, people's freely spoken words are what convince me to steer clear of them.

It is much easier to be critical that to be correct.
~Benjamin Disraeli