One of Those (Dog) Days
Okay, I really thought I was doing okay. I was really thinking that the irregular sleep patterns and gastric disruption was due to me being sick. I am almost better, but still coughing up weird junk. I didn't think I needed to up my meds to almost the full prescribed dose. The full dose is only for those times where I need a bit to help me out until the internal freakiness subsides.
Today was fun. I got to hang out with Joy again today, and that was after a nice sushi lunch with The Mister and Lex. Joy and I even did the girly shopping thing where she made me buy clothes that tried to avoid making me look as dumpy as I sometimes feel. So why am I currently having anxiety issues? Not a damn clue. Okay, I have a bit of a clue. I got some irritating correspondence from someone who obviously doesn't have enough to keep them busy. Must be a slow period.
But the funny thing is that while that is likely what triggered it, I don't really give a poop about that person or the situation. That is irritating to me. Its right up there with some idiot on the freeway doing something rude, but it triggers the irrational psych issues for you later in the day. I think it is just one of those things where the little things during the week really add up.
A few weeks ago I dreamed I set my work on fire and hoped that my former boss (who I currently refuse to work for anymore) would either die in the fire or get blamed for it. With a dream like that, I suspect that I should really seriously consider resigning again - for good. Work is just one of those things that is a necessary evil in my life right now.
I finished another Christmas hat. That made me happy. It looks pretty good, even though it is just a simple ribbed cap. Other than Kass being sick and me always being worried she will get pneumonia again, the weekend looks okay. She's been congested for a long time. Now she has a fever. We almost lost her when she was born, and ever since, The Mister and I have always been a bit on the paranoid side with her when she has respiratory issues. I think I just need to get some sleep - even if it has to be diphenhydramine hydrochloride induced. G'night!